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Dark Mournings (Demos)

by Mr. Mourning

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Dark Mournings 04:23
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I'm the sunshine that can't shine no more Desperately trying to reach out of this agony Looking for ways to get out of the dark Trying to crawl through the tiniest space of light I've waited too damn long and it's getting so damn cold I wish i tried when I was younger but now I'm old I've let out too much sun light for another's life Shined too bright for others, and got nothing in return I'm the sunshine that can't shine no more Desperately trying to reach out of this agony Looking for ways to get out of the dark Trying to crawl out through the tiniest space of light But I can't I can't no more No more No more!! I need to become selfish here and there I need to put myself first I'll help others along the way but my life is all I can have control over So don't take it offensively, I still care for you But I'm the sunshine that can't shine no more Desperately trying to reach out of this agony Looking for ways to get out of the dark Trying to crawl through the tiniest space of light But I can't I can't no more
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Enough Is Enough 05:20
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Don't look for healing at the feet of those who broke you Grow into your true self and learn to love what you gone through It's a journey that you have to love deep within you Because no matter what, in the end, it's your own truth You need to learn to heal yourself before you go around trying to help anyone else The change begins deep within yourself Don't think about what others think Always think of yourself first You're living your own life, they're not living yours What the fuck I'm so sick of hearing about how judgemental your so called friends are Never supportive, always judging whatever the fuck you do They have the audacity to feel like they're always better than you They act fake and they pretend to care about your problems Yet they talk shit behind your back and never tell you what they truly think of you Fuck those wack bitches Leave them bitches in the fucking dust Do you Do you Now here comes the part where I want you to let loose Go fucking mental Go Attack Enough is enough Enough is enough
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Oui'd Fixations 05:45
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I used to smoke so goddamn much I constantly felt like I was on top of the world Invincible, always feeling inspired Became dependent on being high Smoking til my lungs were dry Little did I know, it took over my life Smoking at all day and smoking all night Addicted to the beautiful greens Altering life, no more dreams Became someone else Not feeling myself Masking up emotions Losing all devotion Became unreliable My life became less valuable Until I opened my eyes And I realized This isn't for me No, this isn't for me Yes, this was very fun But this isn't me Regretful Forgetful Dreadful Neglectful Resentful Disrespectful I became so unsuccessful I had to fix my mistakes To get my life back together No matter what I did in the past I can only look forward I understand that others have made similar mistakes as myself But I'm not alone I'm not alone I'm not alone No I'm not alone
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Temporary Experiences 04:19
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Yeah I popped a tab I ate some caps My third eye opened and I relapsed I lost my mind Avoided signs I regretted so much til I collapsed At the end of the day I don't regret All the drugs that I have taken I believe that those experiences were very necessary to me I learned so much more about myself I know it's not for everyone else But it's helpful to some extent As long as you take the proper precautions Don't abuse them Don't overuse them Just take as much as you need Space out your usage Watch your dosage Experiment to help yourself succeed Have a safe trip Enjoy the good shit Have a safe trip Enjoy the good shit Listen, listen Double think your actions before wanting to let go Double think your actions before wanting to let go Double think your actions before wanting to let go Double think your actions before wanting to let go Tripping isn't always fun But you learn from all your mistakes When it is all said and done Relax and eat your fucking cake hahaha
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Erased 05:26
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Do you know what it's like to be replaced I don't wanna think about it anymore, so I'll drink til I can't feel my face The warmness of the whiskey numbs my throat It feels better, the harmful, sad antidote You don't realize it at all You don't wanna witness my fall So I'll disappear Yeah, disappear Cuz I know, you have me erased You still won't notice me, so I'll distance myself With all these old feelings surfacing Shadows warn me of future suffering I told myself I'd never fall for you again But what can I do? I repeat myself in the end, in the end You don't realize it at all You don't wanna witness my fall So I'll disappear Yeah, disappear Cuz I know, you have me erased, erased The only medicine I need is love The only medicine I need is love Love is the answer Hate is the solution Love is the answer Hate is the solution I said love is the answer But hate is the solution
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My Personal Void 04:11
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I feel like I've been here before It's making me feel uneasy Nauseous, so damn sick As if life has already been lived I don't understand this concept of life The future is the past yet the past is the future The future is the past yet the past is the future (This is life) What is this? (This is life) What is this? All I know is I don't know Trapped in a damn time loop Deja vu This endless path of spiraling voids Endless cycles of life and death Never ending amount of overthinking until you're on your last breath I'm not entirely sure to believe in religion I'm not entirely sure to believe in gods I don't even know if my thoughts are my own thoughts Uncertainty Uncertainty Uncertainty Uncertainty (This is life) What is this? (This is life) What is this? All I know is I don't know Trapped in a damn time loop Deja vu
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Loud and Clear 06:33
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Well that's it, I waited too long The chance is gone and I have to move on I'll mourn for a while No reason to stay in denial But I'll rise back up again Yeah I'll rise back up again Now I know Yeah I know I've got your message loud and clear and I won't try anymore Now I know Yeah I know I've got your message loud and clear and I won't try anymore I won't have too worry much about it, no Cuz I know shit happens all the time Shit happens all the time The sun will set and it'll always rise again Just have to wait for the next mourning Gotta stay patient as long as I can I need to relax until the next mourning Ooooohhhh All I can do is hope for another chance A better alternative, another way A second look, a second glance Don't have to want to begin to stray away I wonder what keeps you up at night I know for damn sure I'm not on your mind But that's okay The sun will set and it'll always rise again Just have to wait for the next mourning Gotta stay patient as long as I can I need to relax until the next mourning The sun will set and it'll always rise again Just have to wait for the next mourning Gotta stay patient as long as I can I need to relax until the next mourning Can't focus on the pain no more My heart already feels so damn sore I don't blame you for hurting me Cuz I know that shit happens Can't focus on the pain no more My heart already feels so damn sore I don't blame you for hurting me Cuz I know that shit happens The sun will set and it'll always rise again Just have to wait for the next mourning Gotta stay patient as long as I can I need to relax until the next mourning The sun will set and it'll always rise again Just have to wait for the next mourning Gotta stay patient as long as I can I need to relax until the next mourning No
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Repeating Thoughts 04:54
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(Instrumental)
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Perfect Mourning 06:39
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I began losing hope, until I found you Maybe I'm overthinking, but could this be true? Someone new to help ease the pain? Someone with such positivity, always uplifting Someone who's been where I have been Someone so beautiful, I can't believe it And I'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything you know is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning I'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything you know is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning Ohhhhhhh Your smile is such a work of art Your company is the cure of this broken heart Your honesty is a gift from above Your everything is all I truly love And I'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything that I love is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning Yeah i'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything that I love is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning I felt so lost without you So please hear my voice Listen to what I have to say Would you give us a chance? I've searched for so damn long Now I know the wait was worth it I give you this song And I hope that you enjoy it I'm a hopeless romantic I want to share my heart with you I want to make you smile I want to make you feel loved What else can I say? I'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything that I love is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning I'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything that I love is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning Ohhhhhh Woahhhh I'll tell you That no one in the world has what you do Everything that I love is all inside you And I will do everything that I can to give you the perfect mourning
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Unexpectations 05:58
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Go! Woo! We can create our own tomorrow By what we dream today Don't give up, keep pushing forward And the rest will come your way It won't be easy but it'll be worth it in the end Hard work pays off, trust me my friend I know from experience as I keep learning You earn what you're more deserving Feel your energy being released Embrace what you have received You are what you want to be You are what you learned to be Don't feel ashamed of what you dream You earn what you earn You get what you get Give and you shall receive Take and you shall give back You earn what you earn You get what you get You earn what you earn You get what you get All I know is that there's good and bad Good people with bad intentions Bad people with good intentions It all evens out in the end Ugh Don't feel ashamed of what you dream You earn what you earn You get what you get Give and you shall receive Take and you shall give back You earn what you earn You get what you get You earn what you earn You get what you get So many ungrateful people living on this earth So damn selfish since birth Since birth Since birth Ahh fuck it Who fucking cares Who fucking cares Do what you want Do what you want In the end We'll all float in oblivion
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The New Abnormality 04:32
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From an age of worshipping Christ To an age of worshipping a device Technology took away what was left of your soul All types of social media and you've lost all control Everyone becomes an influencer No one seems original anymore Everybody trying to do the same thing I feel no originality No originality Cuz it's dead Originality is dead Originality is dead Originality is dead Originality is dead It's fucking dead Every morning spent staring at a screen Sliding left, right, down, repeat A new technological magazine No more personal journals, just endless tweets For the world to see Originality is dead Originality is dead Originality is dead It's fucking dead No secret personality The new normal abnormality No secret personality The new normal abnormality
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Prisoner of the Mind 03:59
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From harmful thoughts to terrifying images Embracing the cost of all the harmful messages My mind has grown to be numb to most scenarios Suicidal thoughts, explicit music, lies from all around, uncertainty of life All combining in my mind Traumatizing me Maybe there's something wrong with me I've got stop overthinking Maybe I need more than just sleep What has become of me? What has become of me? All combining in my mind Traumatizing me Traumatizing me Traumatizing me
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Use Your Dark Imagination 05:31
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(Instrumental)
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Oh How I've Missed You 04:10
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I need you to help my soul And guide me into you Hold me close and gain control Make me feel brand new I feel so vulnerable Without you by my side Let me into your heart And I'll let you inside of mine Please don't let go of what you love Hold me close to you I want you to know the truth You make me feel brand new

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released October 29, 2020

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Mr. Mourning Eastvale, California

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Mr. Mourning
I write music to ease my mind and give you something to think about

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